Anger even rage is natural in my case I was super pissed off back in 2001 when I found out the Watchtower corporation was all bull shit and that for trying to get my friends and family out I was disfellowshipped. I had revenge fantasies, the works, I had a lot of steam I had to blow off so I went for long hikes in the mountains and far from any one I would shout out my rage that was bottled up inside.
I think the whole thing is our sense of justice needs to be satisfied some how. After my rage subsided which took a couple of years, I proceeded into a process to find my true self, I still look forward to the complete demise of the Watchtower corporation but am much more interested in understanding the real me.